1 00:02:08,614 --> 00:02:10,195 Wow. 2 00:02:12,195 --> 00:02:15,653 Well, you were right. It's amazing. 3 00:02:17,864 --> 00:02:19,695 Was all that junk there when you were little? 4 00:02:22,155 --> 00:02:24,863 No. Just the woods. 5 00:02:24,864 --> 00:02:28,279 Ah, so is that a thing in the Finnish countryside? 6 00:02:28,280 --> 00:02:30,654 Just throw all your rubbish in the woods? 7 00:02:30,655 --> 00:02:31,739 No. 8 00:02:33,655 --> 00:02:35,530 Well, maybe a little. 9 00:02:42,862 --> 00:02:44,946 - Aah! - Oh, yes! 10 00:02:46,487 --> 00:02:47,986 I need to-- I need to carry you through. 11 00:02:47,987 --> 00:02:49,946 Yeah. Ohh! 12 00:02:51,197 --> 00:02:52,947 Ah! Ohh! 13 00:02:57,237 --> 00:02:58,405 Huh. 14 00:03:03,028 --> 00:03:04,112 Okay. 15 00:03:06,155 --> 00:03:07,612 This is, uh... 16 00:03:08,864 --> 00:03:09,989 Yeah. 17 00:03:10,778 --> 00:03:12,695 - Yes? - Yeah. 18 00:03:13,820 --> 00:03:15,739 This is gonna be a bit more work. 19 00:03:16,445 --> 00:03:18,320 And a bit of fixing. 20 00:03:19,280 --> 00:03:22,069 Patching up. Put some carpet down there. 21 00:03:22,070 --> 00:03:23,319 Have plenty of time after work. 22 00:03:23,320 --> 00:03:26,739 I...wanna show you something. 23 00:03:29,195 --> 00:03:32,904 This used to be my and Taru's bedroom 24 00:03:32,905 --> 00:03:35,987 when we spent the summers here with Grandma. 25 00:03:37,697 --> 00:03:41,822 There was this... lovely green wallpaper. 26 00:03:43,987 --> 00:03:45,736 It's still here! 27 00:03:45,737 --> 00:03:48,071 Oh, wow. 28 00:03:48,072 --> 00:03:49,529 Hmm. 29 00:03:51,780 --> 00:03:54,111 Well... 30 00:03:54,112 --> 00:03:56,447 we did want nature close by. 31 00:03:57,697 --> 00:04:00,072 This is... - We'll get rid of it. 32 00:04:00,739 --> 00:04:02,027 Look. 33 00:04:02,028 --> 00:04:05,779 There used to be an armchair here 34 00:04:05,780 --> 00:04:08,489 for reading bedtime stories. 35 00:04:08,614 --> 00:04:12,069 And then a dollhouse over here. 36 00:04:12,070 --> 00:04:15,403 This lovely old rocking horse over here. 37 00:04:15,489 --> 00:04:20,279 And then we can put the crib for the baby here. 38 00:04:24,321 --> 00:04:26,070 There's definitely enough room. 39 00:04:26,071 --> 00:04:28,904 For all three kids. 40 00:04:30,571 --> 00:04:32,362 For all three kids. 41 00:04:39,737 --> 00:04:40,987 And... 42 00:04:42,572 --> 00:04:44,528 What about London? 43 00:04:44,529 --> 00:04:46,697 Fuck London. 44 00:04:50,237 --> 00:04:51,653 Hmm. 45 00:05:00,612 --> 00:05:02,321 - Yeah! - Yeah! 46 00:05:07,654 --> 00:05:09,152 Whoa! 47 00:05:21,487 --> 00:05:23,986 Whoo! 48 00:06:25,029 --> 00:06:26,445 Saga? 49 00:07:05,154 --> 00:07:06,446 Jesus. 50 00:07:06,447 --> 00:07:07,822 Saga! 51 00:07:10,446 --> 00:07:12,611 Oh, my God! 52 00:07:15,528 --> 00:07:16,737 Listen. 53 00:07:24,696 --> 00:07:26,821 As you shout, so will the forest answer. 54 00:07:28,487 --> 00:07:30,236 What? 55 00:07:30,237 --> 00:07:32,362 It's a saying in Finland. 56 00:07:33,322 --> 00:07:35,903 I used to sneak here in secret. 57 00:07:35,904 --> 00:07:37,278 Why? 58 00:07:37,279 --> 00:07:39,697 Grandma forbid me to come. 59 00:07:43,112 --> 00:07:45,111 The forest takes its own. 60 00:07:45,112 --> 00:07:47,612 Ohh. Really? 61 00:07:49,654 --> 00:07:51,447 Make me a mother. 62 00:08:47,779 --> 00:08:49,279 A lot of patching up. 63 00:08:50,154 --> 00:08:52,362 Is she all right? 64 00:08:52,363 --> 00:08:53,404 What is this? 65 00:08:56,322 --> 00:08:57,613 Is it alright? 66 00:08:59,863 --> 00:09:03,487 W-What's happening? What is happening? 67 00:09:03,488 --> 00:09:05,279 What's the matter with it? 68 00:09:05,779 --> 00:09:07,113 What's happening? 69 00:09:08,739 --> 00:09:10,696 What's wrong with it? 70 00:09:12,321 --> 00:09:15,195 Shh. 71 00:09:43,447 --> 00:09:45,197 I was so worried. 72 00:09:53,279 --> 00:09:55,072 These are for you. 73 00:09:59,238 --> 00:10:00,864 Is he okay? 74 00:10:03,363 --> 00:10:06,863 Yeah. Yeah. He's, uh... 75 00:10:10,114 --> 00:10:11,777 You're both fine. 76 00:10:11,778 --> 00:10:13,571 I want to see him. 77 00:10:15,489 --> 00:10:16,696 Okay. 78 00:10:18,364 --> 00:10:21,029 Yeah. Wait. 79 00:10:28,239 --> 00:10:30,739 Bring him here. I want to hold him. 80 00:10:41,572 --> 00:10:43,278 He won't break. 81 00:10:43,279 --> 00:10:45,237 Oh, yeah. I know. 82 00:10:45,238 --> 00:10:47,528 I can show you. 83 00:10:47,529 --> 00:10:49,403 You can hold him like this. 84 00:10:51,072 --> 00:10:53,153 And into Mommy's arms. 85 00:10:57,072 --> 00:10:58,862 Scooch. - Yeah. 86 00:10:58,863 --> 00:11:01,321 Daddy is like a support network at this stage. 87 00:11:01,322 --> 00:11:03,862 Yeah... 88 00:11:11,028 --> 00:11:12,903 Mummy's hug calms down. 89 00:11:21,529 --> 00:11:24,071 Never seen such a hairy baby. 90 00:11:26,029 --> 00:11:27,404 Is this... 91 00:11:29,196 --> 00:11:31,489 You have a healthy baby boy. 92 00:11:39,029 --> 00:11:40,112 You had a pretty 93 00:11:40,113 --> 00:11:43,028 difficult birth, so you can get therapy if-- 94 00:11:43,029 --> 00:11:45,947 No, everything's all right. I'm totally fine. 95 00:11:46,863 --> 00:11:48,446 What's that? 96 00:11:48,447 --> 00:11:51,446 Nothing. Everything is good. 97 00:11:51,447 --> 00:11:53,362 - Okay. - Okay. 98 00:11:53,363 --> 00:11:55,322 Get the flowers. - Oh. 99 00:11:56,613 --> 00:11:58,321 Yeah. 100 00:11:59,904 --> 00:12:01,988 Eh. Take another one. 101 00:12:12,903 --> 00:12:14,695 Wait, darling. I can-- I can help. 102 00:12:14,696 --> 00:12:16,779 No, no. I'm good. 103 00:12:46,113 --> 00:12:48,862 This is where it all begins. 104 00:12:48,863 --> 00:12:49,946 Us. 105 00:12:57,697 --> 00:12:59,653 Here we go. 106 00:13:01,822 --> 00:13:04,321 It's your new home. 107 00:13:04,322 --> 00:13:06,112 Look how Daddy's renovated it all for you. 108 00:13:06,113 --> 00:13:09,402 - Jon. He's hungry. - Upstairs. 109 00:13:09,403 --> 00:13:11,195 Down there's the kitchen. 110 00:13:12,696 --> 00:13:14,028 Oh, look at this. 111 00:13:15,739 --> 00:13:17,738 Big window. 112 00:13:17,739 --> 00:13:20,903 And this is a very special room... 113 00:13:22,279 --> 00:13:24,320 ...Mummy's made just for you. 114 00:13:24,321 --> 00:13:25,820 With lots of love. 115 00:13:36,322 --> 00:13:37,987 - Yeah? - Yeah. 116 00:13:37,988 --> 00:13:40,112 Shh. 117 00:13:40,113 --> 00:13:43,404 Mummy's little darling, you'll get some food soon. 118 00:13:50,863 --> 00:13:51,822 Darling. 119 00:13:52,697 --> 00:13:53,697 Yes. 120 00:14:01,279 --> 00:14:02,322 There. 121 00:14:05,529 --> 00:14:07,321 Ow! 122 00:14:07,322 --> 00:14:09,153 Oh. Does it hurt? 123 00:14:09,239 --> 00:14:11,321 No. No, no. 124 00:14:13,571 --> 00:14:14,739 You okay? 125 00:14:15,821 --> 00:14:17,114 Yeah. 126 00:14:22,404 --> 00:14:24,238 Remember what the midwife said. 127 00:14:24,239 --> 00:14:26,029 Eye contact is crucial. 128 00:14:27,154 --> 00:14:28,320 Yeah. 129 00:14:34,822 --> 00:14:37,903 Maybe upholstery's a bit off. 130 00:14:37,904 --> 00:14:40,028 Let me just get this up. 131 00:14:40,029 --> 00:14:42,487 I-- I know how to do this. 132 00:14:45,488 --> 00:14:47,903 Is the nipple hitting the roof of the mouth? 133 00:14:47,904 --> 00:14:49,028 Just... 134 00:14:49,029 --> 00:14:50,447 Stop it! 135 00:14:51,572 --> 00:14:53,072 It's-- Sorry. 136 00:15:01,364 --> 00:15:04,322 Mummy's sweetheart, hi! 137 00:15:16,489 --> 00:15:18,363 Careful! He could fall! 138 00:15:18,364 --> 00:15:20,570 It hurts me when I touch. 139 00:15:20,571 --> 00:15:23,945 I'm your daddy. We're not gonna hurt you, are we? 140 00:15:23,946 --> 00:15:25,821 That's it. 141 00:15:26,946 --> 00:15:28,903 There we go. That's better. 142 00:15:28,904 --> 00:15:31,321 It's like a tiny little tail sprout. 143 00:15:32,697 --> 00:15:34,362 That's cute. 144 00:15:38,904 --> 00:15:40,238 Better? 145 00:16:35,238 --> 00:16:39,153 Good evening, good night, 146 00:16:39,154 --> 00:16:43,362 With roses adorned, 147 00:16:43,363 --> 00:16:47,153 With carnations covered, 148 00:16:47,154 --> 00:16:51,321 Slip under the covers 149 00:16:51,322 --> 00:16:54,987 Early tomorrow, so God willing, 150 00:16:54,988 --> 00:16:59,196 You will wake once again 151 00:16:59,197 --> 00:17:03,152 Early tomorrow-- 152 00:17:03,153 --> 00:17:06,403 What-- What if you stop singing? 153 00:17:06,404 --> 00:17:07,945 I'm doing my best. 154 00:17:07,946 --> 00:17:10,528 I know. I'm-- I'm just trying to help. 155 00:17:10,614 --> 00:17:13,569 Yeah, but he doesn't want to sleep. 156 00:17:13,570 --> 00:17:16,945 No, he just doesn't wanna sleep alone, do ya? 157 00:17:19,904 --> 00:17:22,239 That's better now, isn't it? 158 00:17:24,739 --> 00:17:26,779 He's lifting his head up. 159 00:17:27,445 --> 00:17:30,444 How's he doing that? 160 00:17:30,445 --> 00:17:33,279 Oh, you're such a little miracle, Christian, aren't you? 161 00:17:35,571 --> 00:17:39,404 Does he look like a Christian to you? 162 00:18:39,696 --> 00:18:42,445 Saga. 163 00:18:42,446 --> 00:18:46,238 Just put him into those party clothes now! 164 00:18:49,071 --> 00:18:50,446 So nice that you came. 165 00:18:58,779 --> 00:19:00,696 Saga? 166 00:19:01,864 --> 00:19:03,488 So nice that you came. 167 00:19:08,489 --> 00:19:10,153 - Mother. - Surprise! 168 00:19:11,114 --> 00:19:13,153 - We came to help you. - Hi! 169 00:19:13,239 --> 00:19:16,444 We couldn't wait to see the little prince! 170 00:19:16,445 --> 00:19:18,404 - And a lovely dress! - Thank you. 171 00:19:19,320 --> 00:19:21,153 You look really tired. 172 00:19:21,154 --> 00:19:22,863 I'm fine. 173 00:19:22,864 --> 00:19:24,320 Your button is undone. 174 00:19:26,404 --> 00:19:27,570 It's okay. 175 00:19:28,404 --> 00:19:31,989 It's still a bit unfinished as the baby was born early, 176 00:19:32,863 --> 00:19:34,446 there wasn't time. 177 00:19:35,529 --> 00:19:39,446 But when it's all done, the view out will be beautiful. 178 00:19:40,696 --> 00:19:44,946 Was it necessary to do all this with you so exhausted? 179 00:19:46,446 --> 00:19:49,113 Hey, it's really beautiful. 180 00:19:52,029 --> 00:19:54,820 - Wow! - Look, Anna! 181 00:19:54,821 --> 00:19:58,279 What a dream room Auntie has made! 182 00:19:59,196 --> 00:20:01,321 Isn't it fine? - Yes! 183 00:20:02,988 --> 00:20:06,488 - Isn't this wallpaper-- - Just like when we were kids. 184 00:20:07,863 --> 00:20:08,739 It's lovely. 185 00:20:08,989 --> 00:20:10,945 When will you go back to work? 186 00:20:11,364 --> 00:20:12,653 Uh... 187 00:20:14,489 --> 00:20:15,903 I'm taking five years off. 188 00:20:15,989 --> 00:20:17,988 - What? - Yeah. 189 00:20:17,989 --> 00:20:19,944 We'll have two more babies. 190 00:20:19,945 --> 00:20:23,363 Kids are small for such a short time. 191 00:20:23,364 --> 00:20:25,445 If you miss all those lovely moments, 192 00:20:26,404 --> 00:20:27,778 you can't get them back. 193 00:20:27,779 --> 00:20:28,614 Yes, but--- 194 00:20:31,864 --> 00:20:34,320 Yeah, he's not very happy at the moment. 195 00:20:34,321 --> 00:20:36,070 I have a sleeve. Should we try? 196 00:20:36,071 --> 00:20:36,696 Oh, yeah. 197 00:20:37,529 --> 00:20:40,196 - Clothes hurt him. - You little darling! 198 00:20:40,738 --> 00:20:43,903 Come here now. You're a big boy! 199 00:20:43,904 --> 00:20:45,695 Let's give you to your grandma. 200 00:20:45,696 --> 00:20:47,363 Careful, he's a bit heavy. 201 00:20:48,029 --> 00:20:50,195 - Who do we have here-- - I can take it-- 202 00:20:50,196 --> 00:20:51,863 I didn't kill you two either. 203 00:20:52,738 --> 00:20:55,321 Sounds like he's hungry. Has he eaten? 204 00:20:55,946 --> 00:20:57,321 Yes, he's eaten. 205 00:20:57,988 --> 00:20:59,445 Why on Earth did you want 206 00:20:59,446 --> 00:21:00,988 to move in to this wilderness? 207 00:21:00,989 --> 00:21:02,902 I got it wrong. 208 00:21:02,903 --> 00:21:05,778 Oh. We just-- We just wanted him to grow up around nature. 209 00:21:05,779 --> 00:21:09,903 I know that Saga always liked more trees than people. 210 00:21:09,989 --> 00:21:11,319 What do you mean? 211 00:21:11,320 --> 00:21:12,819 What was that? 212 00:21:12,820 --> 00:21:14,569 No. Saga was a bit antisocial as a kid. 213 00:21:14,570 --> 00:21:16,319 You always said 214 00:21:16,320 --> 00:21:20,070 your friends laughed at you for being so weird. 215 00:21:23,114 --> 00:21:23,864 Let go! 216 00:21:24,904 --> 00:21:26,153 Ohh! 217 00:21:28,570 --> 00:21:30,154 Mother! Help! 218 00:21:31,404 --> 00:21:32,528 I'll call an ambulance. 219 00:21:32,529 --> 00:21:34,113 Get my doctor's bag. 220 00:21:40,446 --> 00:21:41,446 Are you okay? 221 00:21:44,029 --> 00:21:46,862 I don't know how it could yank so hard. 222 00:21:46,863 --> 00:21:50,238 - I wasn't holding him wrong. - I didn't mean that. 223 00:21:51,988 --> 00:21:55,904 I've been wondering if there's something wrong with it. 224 00:21:56,488 --> 00:21:58,653 I don't think babies should be like that. 225 00:21:58,654 --> 00:22:00,529 You were just like that as a baby. 226 00:22:04,029 --> 00:22:06,987 - Are you staying the night? - Overnight flight to Boston. 227 00:22:06,988 --> 00:22:08,070 The lectures begin. 228 00:22:09,070 --> 00:22:10,778 Weren't you supposed to be retired? 229 00:22:11,195 --> 00:22:14,403 I just don't happen to be a bun-baking granny 230 00:22:14,489 --> 00:22:17,445 sacrificing all their time to grandchildren. 231 00:22:20,529 --> 00:22:22,529 So you didn't get that from Grandma. 232 00:22:23,570 --> 00:22:27,864 You have a really romanticised idea of how people should be. 233 00:22:29,445 --> 00:22:32,362 Hi! So nice that you came! 234 00:22:32,363 --> 00:22:34,488 - Congratulations! - Thank you! 235 00:22:35,613 --> 00:22:37,987 - Are you okay? - Yeah, I am. 236 00:22:37,988 --> 00:22:39,988 Congratulations! 237 00:22:43,196 --> 00:22:45,237 Gets a bit lost, but... 238 00:22:46,571 --> 00:22:47,696 There he is! 239 00:22:47,946 --> 00:22:50,321 He's a bit of a crybaby now but... 240 00:22:54,529 --> 00:22:56,903 - Strong lungs, at least! - That's right. 241 00:22:56,904 --> 00:22:59,320 Loud enough. Congratulations! 242 00:22:59,321 --> 00:23:00,614 Mum. Let's go. 243 00:23:01,739 --> 00:23:02,737 Yeah. 244 00:23:02,738 --> 00:23:06,403 I'll calm him down a bit here. But so lovely that you came. 245 00:23:06,404 --> 00:23:07,696 See you in a minute! 246 00:23:11,614 --> 00:23:13,569 Why did it look so weird? 247 00:23:13,570 --> 00:23:14,903 Shh! 248 00:23:28,989 --> 00:23:31,653 No, I'm, uh, director of sustainability. 249 00:23:35,738 --> 00:23:37,737 Get me an earlier ticket. 250 00:23:37,738 --> 00:23:40,153 No. No, no, no. For tonight. 251 00:23:40,154 --> 00:23:41,570 Yes, yes. Tonight. 252 00:23:41,571 --> 00:23:44,363 - Babies are usually cute. - Yeah. 253 00:23:47,404 --> 00:23:49,238 She chose the dress herself. 254 00:24:00,404 --> 00:24:02,237 Shh, shh, shh, shh. 255 00:24:02,238 --> 00:24:05,028 Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 256 00:24:22,779 --> 00:24:24,363 I can take Christian. 257 00:24:24,364 --> 00:24:26,528 He wants to be in the dark. 258 00:24:26,529 --> 00:24:27,820 Well... 259 00:24:29,029 --> 00:24:30,864 He's kind of why they're all here. 260 00:24:32,488 --> 00:24:33,570 Ohh. 261 00:24:34,696 --> 00:24:36,071 Yeah. 262 00:24:41,238 --> 00:24:45,028 Dear friends. Thank you all for coming. 263 00:24:45,029 --> 00:24:47,195 Most of you have been absolutely lovely. 264 00:24:47,196 --> 00:24:49,320 Others, a little bit Finnish. 265 00:24:49,321 --> 00:24:51,195 In a good way. 266 00:24:51,196 --> 00:24:52,778 Unfortunately, my father, due to illness, 267 00:24:52,779 --> 00:24:55,403 he can't make it and bless our child. 268 00:24:57,113 --> 00:24:59,403 But he will be very pleased to hear 269 00:24:59,404 --> 00:25:02,487 that our baby's name is... 270 00:25:06,446 --> 00:25:07,738 Kuura. 271 00:25:08,739 --> 00:25:09,739 What? 272 00:25:12,364 --> 00:25:13,903 His name is Kuura. 273 00:25:46,529 --> 00:25:50,113 I just felt a little sick. But so lovely that you came! 274 00:25:50,863 --> 00:25:51,529 Bye! 275 00:25:53,821 --> 00:25:56,696 Now first of all, you take care of yourself. 276 00:25:57,363 --> 00:25:58,863 That's the most important thing. 277 00:26:00,904 --> 00:26:02,363 You should know. 278 00:26:05,238 --> 00:26:06,237 Bye! 279 00:26:23,279 --> 00:26:25,154 You're mad at me. 280 00:26:27,279 --> 00:26:30,864 I think Kuura is a... beautiful name. 281 00:26:32,904 --> 00:26:36,320 But we have to do this together, okay? 282 00:26:36,321 --> 00:26:38,070 We have to be us... 283 00:26:38,071 --> 00:26:40,029 or none of this makes sense. 284 00:26:41,738 --> 00:26:44,612 It makes me feel bad when you just decide something 285 00:26:44,613 --> 00:26:47,029 and then ride right over me. 286 00:26:47,946 --> 00:26:51,153 I do everything wrong all the time. 287 00:26:51,154 --> 00:26:53,403 That's not what I'm saying. 288 00:26:53,404 --> 00:26:56,987 Why are you correcting every single thing I do? 289 00:26:56,988 --> 00:26:58,862 I can't do anything right. 290 00:26:58,863 --> 00:27:01,321 You made us a beautiful baby. 291 00:27:04,363 --> 00:27:07,445 I'm just... trying to help. 292 00:27:07,446 --> 00:27:09,695 Then stop instructing me... 293 00:27:11,028 --> 00:27:14,403 ...telling me to do this and not to do that. 294 00:27:14,489 --> 00:27:18,195 You could just... praise me sometimes. 295 00:27:21,739 --> 00:27:24,114 And I am sorry about the name. 296 00:27:31,654 --> 00:27:33,195 Hey. 297 00:27:37,696 --> 00:27:40,362 Why don't you want to kiss me anymore? 298 00:27:40,363 --> 00:27:43,362 What? I do. All the time. 299 00:27:43,363 --> 00:27:44,654 But you don't. 300 00:27:46,363 --> 00:27:47,945 Okay. 301 00:27:47,946 --> 00:27:51,862 This is all new and weird for both of us. 302 00:27:56,321 --> 00:27:59,112 But you are the best mum in the world. 303 00:28:02,071 --> 00:28:03,987 There's something wrong with it. 304 00:28:03,988 --> 00:28:06,903 "Him." You mean "him." 305 00:28:06,904 --> 00:28:09,653 He's just a bit sensitive to sunlight. 306 00:28:09,739 --> 00:28:11,363 He'll be fine. 307 00:28:20,864 --> 00:28:21,904 Saga! 308 00:28:23,114 --> 00:28:23,820 Hey! 309 00:28:24,654 --> 00:28:25,778 Shh! 310 00:28:25,779 --> 00:28:27,114 What are you doing? 311 00:28:29,320 --> 00:28:32,195 Hey, you mustn't rattle him like that! 312 00:28:32,196 --> 00:28:33,695 Shh! Shh, shh, shh, shh! 313 00:28:35,363 --> 00:28:36,446 Now it sleeps. 314 00:28:36,904 --> 00:28:38,696 It doesn't sleep at all at nights. 315 00:28:39,779 --> 00:28:40,654 Hi! 316 00:28:44,196 --> 00:28:45,404 - Look. - Yeah. 317 00:28:48,029 --> 00:28:50,238 You can move around much better already. 318 00:28:50,863 --> 00:28:52,320 What did the doctors say? 319 00:28:52,321 --> 00:28:54,528 They said I am fully healed. 320 00:28:54,529 --> 00:28:55,738 That's lovely! 321 00:28:57,404 --> 00:28:58,238 Isn't it? 322 00:28:59,488 --> 00:29:00,945 I'm still pig ugly. 323 00:29:00,946 --> 00:29:04,029 Hey, nonsense! Why do you say that for? 324 00:29:05,154 --> 00:29:07,446 Everything is really fine now, right? 325 00:29:11,153 --> 00:29:11,864 Yeah. 326 00:29:13,903 --> 00:29:16,320 Who's awake now? 327 00:29:18,404 --> 00:29:21,363 Will you smile for Auntie? 328 00:29:21,364 --> 00:29:24,363 - It never smiles. - Good! 329 00:29:24,364 --> 00:29:25,779 It's a bit strange. 330 00:29:30,739 --> 00:29:31,654 Hey, darling! 331 00:29:32,154 --> 00:29:35,821 Look, he's smiling. Yes! 332 00:29:37,071 --> 00:29:38,862 - Good. - That's just a grimace. 333 00:29:38,863 --> 00:29:42,820 It isn't! Look at it! Good! 334 00:29:42,821 --> 00:29:43,779 I'm looking. 335 00:29:50,404 --> 00:29:51,571 What was that? 336 00:29:54,488 --> 00:29:55,988 Hey, Anna! 337 00:30:01,946 --> 00:30:04,820 Ugh. It's so awful. 338 00:30:04,821 --> 00:30:07,737 Yeah, I'm just trying to-- Just making a pile over here. 339 00:30:07,738 --> 00:30:09,569 Okay. 340 00:30:09,570 --> 00:30:11,902 Did I ever tell you what Granny said 341 00:30:11,903 --> 00:30:13,819 right towards the end? 342 00:30:13,820 --> 00:30:18,278 She called me, went on and on about all this junk, 343 00:30:18,279 --> 00:30:22,569 saying it kept "them" away or something. 344 00:30:22,570 --> 00:30:24,613 Keeps out the neighbors? 345 00:30:24,614 --> 00:30:26,613 How very Finnish. 346 00:30:26,614 --> 00:30:32,862 No. Cold iron. "Cold iron burns them." 347 00:30:32,863 --> 00:30:35,862 She lived in a world of her own. Poor thing. 348 00:30:59,738 --> 00:31:01,029 Don't. 349 00:31:03,153 --> 00:31:04,988 Are you still in pain? 350 00:31:09,239 --> 00:31:11,364 Is it asleep? 351 00:31:14,989 --> 00:31:17,239 Please call him "him." 352 00:31:21,114 --> 00:31:24,069 We don't have to do anything. 353 00:31:24,070 --> 00:31:25,614 Just thought I'd be nice. 354 00:31:26,614 --> 00:31:28,739 Or nasty. 355 00:31:33,571 --> 00:31:35,571 You're beautiful. 356 00:31:51,279 --> 00:31:52,946 I love you. 357 00:32:10,070 --> 00:32:12,364 Look! It's sitting! 358 00:32:15,864 --> 00:32:18,570 No. Come on. Babies can't sit at that age. 359 00:32:24,739 --> 00:32:26,114 Oh, yeah. 360 00:32:28,654 --> 00:32:30,194 Stop it! 361 00:32:37,238 --> 00:32:39,820 Sorry. I just... 362 00:32:39,821 --> 00:32:42,821 You need rest. So go to sleep. 363 00:32:44,404 --> 00:32:45,653 Leave him. I don't mind. 364 00:32:45,654 --> 00:32:47,488 I'll handle it. 365 00:32:58,488 --> 00:33:00,239 Shh, shh. 366 00:33:31,320 --> 00:33:33,279 MUM 367 00:34:02,821 --> 00:34:05,029 Well, hi! 368 00:34:06,113 --> 00:34:07,821 Finally you answered. 369 00:34:09,778 --> 00:34:10,528 Saga! 370 00:34:13,528 --> 00:34:14,569 Oh, hi. 371 00:34:14,570 --> 00:34:16,320 I forgot it's night there. 372 00:34:17,155 --> 00:34:19,070 Isn't Kuura sleeping yet? 373 00:34:21,364 --> 00:34:22,155 Well. 374 00:34:23,155 --> 00:34:25,945 You were a night owl like him when you were little. 375 00:34:26,695 --> 00:34:28,279 You had something to say? 376 00:34:28,280 --> 00:34:29,654 I had? 377 00:34:29,655 --> 00:34:31,364 Yes, you tried to call. 378 00:34:34,322 --> 00:34:35,072 Saga! 379 00:34:35,780 --> 00:34:36,530 Um... 380 00:34:37,655 --> 00:34:40,821 Did Grandma ever say anything about this forest? 381 00:34:40,822 --> 00:34:41,862 The forest? 382 00:34:43,405 --> 00:34:47,071 She always said there's something dangerous in it. 383 00:34:47,072 --> 00:34:49,612 That's one of her stories. 384 00:34:50,405 --> 00:34:54,486 She believed there were some... whatever. 385 00:35:01,030 --> 00:35:01,780 Saga? 386 00:35:03,028 --> 00:35:04,780 You been able to sleep at all? 387 00:35:10,028 --> 00:35:13,903 Let Jon put Kuura to bed for a change. 388 00:35:16,780 --> 00:35:18,405 You must get some sleep. 389 00:35:18,905 --> 00:35:20,405 Yeah, everything is fine. 390 00:35:21,239 --> 00:35:22,529 Saga! 391 00:35:57,947 --> 00:36:00,780 History? History? 392 00:36:08,114 --> 00:36:09,903 What have you done? 393 00:36:19,070 --> 00:36:20,529 There was... 394 00:36:20,530 --> 00:36:22,319 What? 395 00:36:22,320 --> 00:36:24,613 The floor. It was rotten and... 396 00:36:24,614 --> 00:36:27,364 How has that tree grown back? 397 00:36:30,445 --> 00:36:34,322 Kuura. He was calling it. 398 00:36:36,155 --> 00:36:37,572 Okay. 399 00:36:39,155 --> 00:36:41,111 I think that's something we can talk with 400 00:36:41,112 --> 00:36:43,279 the child-health clinic about. 401 00:36:43,280 --> 00:36:45,279 I just want to know what this is. 402 00:36:45,280 --> 00:36:48,280 Exactly. We'll get some help. 403 00:36:53,737 --> 00:36:56,822 Go ahead. I'll be fine. 404 00:38:13,653 --> 00:38:16,570 How briskly you wave your arms about! 405 00:38:17,570 --> 00:38:21,280 You're such a tall and heavy boy. 406 00:38:32,947 --> 00:38:35,111 Your boy is perfectly healthy. 407 00:38:35,112 --> 00:38:38,529 Sorry. Uh, like I said before, my Finnish... 408 00:38:38,530 --> 00:38:40,236 I'm sorry. 409 00:38:40,237 --> 00:38:42,236 Shouldn't you examine this? 410 00:38:42,237 --> 00:38:44,780 You can put his clothes on now. 411 00:38:46,655 --> 00:38:48,029 I can dress him. 412 00:38:48,030 --> 00:38:50,322 No. He's quiet now. 413 00:38:51,905 --> 00:38:53,572 Don't touch him. 414 00:38:55,697 --> 00:38:57,946 It'll scream the moment you try to dress it. 415 00:38:57,947 --> 00:39:00,155 He may have some sensory defensiveness. 416 00:39:01,155 --> 00:39:02,611 And perhaps a bit-- 417 00:39:05,030 --> 00:39:07,821 Yes. Each baby is different. 418 00:39:07,822 --> 00:39:10,403 He is exceptionally well developed 419 00:39:10,489 --> 00:39:12,653 and really big for his age! 420 00:39:12,989 --> 00:39:14,153 Good, strong muscles. 421 00:39:14,239 --> 00:39:16,738 Like an ape. 422 00:39:16,739 --> 00:39:19,488 Yeah, when he was born, he had hair all over him. 423 00:39:19,489 --> 00:39:21,404 That's quite normal. 424 00:39:21,405 --> 00:39:23,319 But, um... 425 00:39:23,320 --> 00:39:25,654 He sucked my blood. 426 00:39:25,655 --> 00:39:27,363 It could be he's so hungry, 427 00:39:27,364 --> 00:39:30,029 he sucks whatever he can get into his mouth. 428 00:39:30,030 --> 00:39:32,111 Well, you can tell when he's hungry 429 00:39:32,112 --> 00:39:34,404 if you watch his face closely. 430 00:39:34,405 --> 00:39:37,486 You have probably seen those little... 431 00:39:37,487 --> 00:39:39,321 sucking lip movements. 432 00:39:39,322 --> 00:39:41,154 And that's when you can start feeding. 433 00:39:41,155 --> 00:39:43,779 Right. Okay. Yeah. 434 00:39:43,780 --> 00:39:46,404 You've been under pressure? 435 00:39:46,405 --> 00:39:48,361 No. I'm alright. 436 00:39:48,362 --> 00:39:52,736 But that's not the issue. The problem is this baby. 437 00:39:52,737 --> 00:39:56,486 Or how you feel about him. 438 00:39:56,487 --> 00:40:01,321 All these difficult emotions are perfectly normal. 439 00:40:01,322 --> 00:40:05,361 But the fact is, the baby feels better when you feel better. 440 00:40:05,362 --> 00:40:08,319 I could make a referral for you, Saga. 441 00:40:08,320 --> 00:40:10,777 And you can make an appointment to talk about things. 442 00:40:10,778 --> 00:40:11,820 Thank you. 443 00:40:12,695 --> 00:40:14,694 And the father is alright? 444 00:40:14,695 --> 00:40:18,069 Yeah. Um, well, I mean... 445 00:40:18,070 --> 00:40:20,029 Sometimes the early days with a small baby 446 00:40:20,030 --> 00:40:24,069 can be surprisingly hard, especially for the mother. 447 00:40:24,070 --> 00:40:25,319 No, I understand that. 448 00:40:25,320 --> 00:40:27,319 For a lot of moms, 449 00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:30,905 this new creature can feel completely alien. 450 00:40:51,780 --> 00:40:53,362 That went well, I guess. 451 00:40:55,697 --> 00:40:58,072 I won't breastfeed him anymore. 452 00:40:59,697 --> 00:41:02,197 - You mean-- Wait. - Never again. 453 00:41:03,653 --> 00:41:05,154 If you're struggling to bond with Kuura... 454 00:41:05,155 --> 00:41:06,986 He sucks me dry. 455 00:41:06,987 --> 00:41:09,027 That's why breastfeeding is so important for you! 456 00:41:09,028 --> 00:41:11,652 You're not even listening! 457 00:41:11,653 --> 00:41:13,527 Babe, I am. 458 00:41:15,114 --> 00:41:17,404 I am, okay? I'm just trying to s-- 459 00:41:17,405 --> 00:41:19,238 - I want... - That's-- 460 00:41:19,239 --> 00:41:20,864 - I understand. - ...you to stop! 461 00:41:22,864 --> 00:41:25,819 You're completely exhausted. I get it. 462 00:41:25,820 --> 00:41:27,404 Your problem is... 463 00:41:27,405 --> 00:41:28,654 That child! 464 00:41:28,655 --> 00:41:30,613 No. 465 00:41:30,614 --> 00:41:33,696 Your problem is your relationship with our child. 466 00:41:33,697 --> 00:41:34,986 What you're feeling is... 467 00:41:34,987 --> 00:41:37,905 Don't tell me how I feel! 468 00:41:45,947 --> 00:41:47,404 Of course they're early. 469 00:41:47,405 --> 00:41:48,779 Who? 470 00:41:48,780 --> 00:41:52,821 My parents. We talked about this. 471 00:41:52,822 --> 00:41:54,155 When? 472 00:42:03,612 --> 00:42:05,529 Hey! Hello. 473 00:42:05,530 --> 00:42:08,402 It's so lovely to see you! 474 00:42:08,403 --> 00:42:09,944 Oh, is this the baby? 475 00:42:09,945 --> 00:42:11,403 Oh, yeah, he's just sleeping... 476 00:42:11,489 --> 00:42:13,070 - Oh. - Son. 477 00:42:14,614 --> 00:42:15,820 Dad. 478 00:42:22,864 --> 00:42:26,069 Ooh. Hello... 479 00:42:26,070 --> 00:42:28,488 Ooh! Steady, love! 480 00:42:28,489 --> 00:42:30,069 Let's get some light on, shall we? 481 00:42:30,070 --> 00:42:32,111 He's a bit sensitive to light. 482 00:42:32,112 --> 00:42:34,361 It's the child that ought to learn from you, you know. 483 00:42:34,362 --> 00:42:36,405 Just let people raise their own children. 484 00:42:36,530 --> 00:42:37,779 Oh! 485 00:42:37,780 --> 00:42:39,654 So lovely to see you. Saga. 486 00:42:39,655 --> 00:42:41,654 Welcome. 487 00:42:41,655 --> 00:42:43,361 I'm so sorry about this mess. 488 00:42:43,362 --> 00:42:46,029 The baby came early, and we haven't found the time to-- 489 00:42:46,030 --> 00:42:47,611 Oh, never you mind. 490 00:42:47,612 --> 00:42:49,154 Christian, shall we give them the, um... 491 00:42:49,155 --> 00:42:51,029 - Oh, yes, yeah. - For the housewarming. 492 00:42:51,030 --> 00:42:52,654 Ooh. 493 00:42:52,655 --> 00:42:53,904 Ta-da! 494 00:42:53,905 --> 00:42:56,236 - Wow. - Wow. 495 00:42:56,237 --> 00:42:58,236 Made him myself. 496 00:42:58,237 --> 00:42:59,861 Yeah. 497 00:42:59,862 --> 00:43:01,364 Thank you. 498 00:43:02,862 --> 00:43:06,822 Right. well, uh, shall we finally bless the child? 499 00:43:08,489 --> 00:43:09,778 I'll go and get him, then. 500 00:43:09,864 --> 00:43:11,278 Yes, please. 501 00:43:12,489 --> 00:43:15,402 I read that local tales here say 502 00:43:15,403 --> 00:43:18,238 that if you don't bless a child, the trolls will take them. 503 00:43:18,239 --> 00:43:20,863 - Ohh. - Do people still believe that? 504 00:43:20,864 --> 00:43:22,863 - No. Not anymore. - That's why some families 505 00:43:22,864 --> 00:43:25,863 still have troll blood running through their veins. 506 00:43:28,614 --> 00:43:31,944 Oh. Here's the little darling. 507 00:43:31,945 --> 00:43:35,571 Lucky for you, those old trolls are afraid of holy water. 508 00:43:35,572 --> 00:43:38,280 So we can still save you. 509 00:43:42,987 --> 00:43:48,446 Sanctify this water by the power of the Holy Spirit... 510 00:43:48,447 --> 00:43:52,361 so that they may be cleansed and born again. 511 00:43:52,362 --> 00:43:54,821 Now, what happened with the name? 512 00:43:54,822 --> 00:43:56,571 Oh, we-- 513 00:43:56,572 --> 00:43:58,321 Your father took it pretty hard. 514 00:43:58,322 --> 00:44:00,113 Not that he'll say a word, mind. 515 00:44:00,114 --> 00:44:03,152 Almighty God, Heavenly Father, 516 00:44:03,153 --> 00:44:08,569 we ask you to bless this child in the name of Jesus Christ. 517 00:44:16,320 --> 00:44:19,529 In the name of the Father... 518 00:44:19,530 --> 00:44:22,779 and of the Son... 519 00:44:22,780 --> 00:44:25,114 and of the Holy Spirit. 520 00:44:30,989 --> 00:44:33,072 - Amen. - Amen. 521 00:44:35,612 --> 00:44:37,030 Amen. 522 00:44:46,612 --> 00:44:49,446 Ooh. 523 00:44:49,447 --> 00:44:51,947 Yeah. That's better. 524 00:44:54,112 --> 00:44:55,486 Is that...? 525 00:44:55,487 --> 00:44:56,986 Yeah, yeah. The seeds you gave me. 526 00:44:56,987 --> 00:44:58,821 - Ohh! - They're taking really well. 527 00:44:58,822 --> 00:45:01,738 You've got some pumpkin growing and some courgette. 528 00:45:01,739 --> 00:45:03,402 Yeah. And some beetroot here. 529 00:45:03,403 --> 00:45:06,236 And kale. - And is the soil good? 530 00:45:06,237 --> 00:45:09,569 Yeah. It's taken a bit of work, but it's... 531 00:45:09,570 --> 00:45:12,903 Well, it's certainly all looking beautiful. 532 00:45:14,945 --> 00:45:16,779 How did this get here? 533 00:45:16,780 --> 00:45:19,194 Are you alright, dear? 534 00:45:19,195 --> 00:45:21,989 Yes. This just... grew. 535 00:45:24,114 --> 00:45:25,655 Makes no sense. 536 00:45:26,739 --> 00:45:29,489 That's nature, Jon. You can't fight it. 537 00:45:31,739 --> 00:45:33,946 For me, it was almost meditative, 538 00:45:33,947 --> 00:45:36,361 doing all the household work with little Jon. 539 00:45:36,362 --> 00:45:38,779 He was such a happy baby. - Oh, Mum! 540 00:45:38,780 --> 00:45:41,612 Well, you were... my little sunshine. 541 00:45:42,737 --> 00:45:44,779 Kuura doesn't really smile. 542 00:45:44,780 --> 00:45:46,904 Well, of course, every baby is different, 543 00:45:46,905 --> 00:45:49,404 but we raise them with our love. 544 00:45:49,405 --> 00:45:52,571 It really is the greatest happiness in the world 545 00:45:52,572 --> 00:45:54,361 to be a mother. 546 00:45:54,362 --> 00:45:55,654 Don't you think? 547 00:46:00,447 --> 00:46:02,696 It wasn't even hot! 548 00:46:02,697 --> 00:46:04,197 What did you do? 549 00:46:12,195 --> 00:46:15,153 What the hell did you do? 550 00:46:15,239 --> 00:46:16,988 There is no fire. 551 00:46:16,989 --> 00:46:18,819 It wasn't even near the fireplace. 552 00:46:18,820 --> 00:46:21,864 Just for once, can you just think about what you're doing?! 553 00:46:25,405 --> 00:46:28,695 It's just... cold. 554 00:46:30,195 --> 00:46:31,863 It's cold iron. 555 00:46:58,405 --> 00:47:00,489 I know what you are. 556 00:47:34,947 --> 00:47:35,947 Drink. 557 00:48:55,072 --> 00:48:56,655 Hey, babe! 558 00:49:16,945 --> 00:49:18,488 Us. 559 00:49:18,489 --> 00:49:20,195 All three. 560 00:49:27,489 --> 00:49:29,195 Oh. 561 00:49:33,612 --> 00:49:35,572 How's the formula going down? 562 00:49:37,030 --> 00:49:38,447 Oh... 563 00:49:39,780 --> 00:49:43,486 You know, he actually slurps up as much as he can get. 564 00:49:43,487 --> 00:49:45,361 - Wow. - Yeah. 565 00:49:45,362 --> 00:49:47,029 Great. 566 00:49:47,030 --> 00:49:49,486 Maybe now I can feed him, too. 567 00:49:49,487 --> 00:49:51,861 So it doesn't just fall on you. 568 00:49:51,862 --> 00:49:54,486 Yeah. 569 00:49:54,487 --> 00:49:58,947 I think it's better I feed him. At least for now. 570 00:50:00,572 --> 00:50:01,780 Okay. 571 00:50:04,072 --> 00:50:05,361 How was work? 572 00:50:05,362 --> 00:50:08,070 Yeah. Good. Just... 573 00:50:09,364 --> 00:50:10,652 ...so Finnish. 574 00:50:14,195 --> 00:50:15,739 What? 575 00:50:20,195 --> 00:50:24,154 When is the last time I asked you anything like... 576 00:50:24,155 --> 00:50:25,569 "Did you have a good day?" 577 00:50:25,570 --> 00:50:27,319 This is terrible. 578 00:50:27,320 --> 00:50:30,113 Hmm. Wow. 579 00:50:30,114 --> 00:50:32,486 The first year is the worst. 580 00:50:32,487 --> 00:50:33,821 Yeah. 581 00:50:33,822 --> 00:50:36,112 Divorce rates off the scale. 582 00:50:41,362 --> 00:50:45,029 You haven't thought about anything like that, have you? 583 00:50:45,030 --> 00:50:47,071 - What? Divorce? - Yeah. 584 00:50:47,072 --> 00:50:49,487 No. Of course not. 585 00:50:51,362 --> 00:50:54,862 I tell you everything. You tell me everything, yeah? 586 00:50:56,655 --> 00:50:57,987 Yeah. 587 00:51:01,280 --> 00:51:02,946 You remember how we were saying 588 00:51:02,947 --> 00:51:05,779 we were gonna start on another one about now? 589 00:51:05,780 --> 00:51:07,946 Can you imagine being pregnant now? 590 00:51:07,947 --> 00:51:09,739 Yeah. 591 00:51:12,028 --> 00:51:13,364 I'm joking. 592 00:51:16,239 --> 00:51:17,614 Yeah. 593 00:51:20,320 --> 00:51:23,069 It'll come... 594 00:51:23,070 --> 00:51:25,194 when it's time. 595 00:51:25,195 --> 00:51:26,820 Yeah. Yeah. 596 00:51:32,072 --> 00:51:34,404 By the way, when's your appointment? 597 00:51:34,405 --> 00:51:36,404 - Appointment? - Yeah. The referral. 598 00:51:36,405 --> 00:51:38,822 The children's health-clinic thing. 599 00:51:42,322 --> 00:51:44,155 You didn't book it. 600 00:51:47,322 --> 00:51:52,361 I feel so bad when you tell everyone I've got problems. 601 00:51:52,362 --> 00:51:53,654 Yeah, we do have problems. 602 00:51:53,655 --> 00:51:55,236 I don't want you to speak for me. 603 00:51:55,237 --> 00:51:56,611 That was the whole point, 604 00:51:56,612 --> 00:51:57,821 that you could speak for yourself. 605 00:51:57,822 --> 00:51:59,696 I'm telling you now. 606 00:51:59,697 --> 00:52:02,277 You could trust me at least a bit and give me some space. 607 00:52:02,278 --> 00:52:03,696 That's what I've been trying to do! 608 00:52:03,697 --> 00:52:07,280 Don't correct me! Stop interfering! 609 00:52:10,320 --> 00:52:12,445 Space. Okay. 610 00:52:18,364 --> 00:52:20,155 Jon. 611 00:52:32,697 --> 00:52:35,655 Jon! Jon! 612 00:54:10,739 --> 00:54:11,902 Hah! 613 00:54:21,030 --> 00:54:22,614 MUM 614 00:54:33,030 --> 00:54:35,237 Hi! Where are you? 615 00:54:35,862 --> 00:54:37,696 - It's Kuura. - What? 616 00:54:37,697 --> 00:54:40,321 What's that noise? - It's Kuura! 617 00:54:40,322 --> 00:54:42,486 Who else has he mauled already? 618 00:54:44,780 --> 00:54:46,486 Hey, is everything alright? 619 00:54:48,530 --> 00:54:50,736 - You never ask that. - Well, I'm asking now. 620 00:54:50,737 --> 00:54:51,362 Yes. 621 00:54:52,612 --> 00:54:53,779 Or I'm just... 622 00:54:56,947 --> 00:54:59,361 Sometimes I think 623 00:54:59,362 --> 00:55:02,486 I'm going to kill that child if it doesn't get me first. 624 00:55:02,487 --> 00:55:06,572 You know, I thought exactly the same when you were little. 625 00:55:07,737 --> 00:55:08,653 You did? 626 00:55:08,739 --> 00:55:15,152 Yes, this one time I was so tired of your screaming 627 00:55:15,153 --> 00:55:18,864 that I left you outside a shop and drove away. 628 00:55:19,905 --> 00:55:23,694 Well, I drove back and took you with me. 629 00:55:23,695 --> 00:55:28,945 But at the time I had the feeling you were sucking me dry. 630 00:55:30,695 --> 00:55:32,611 You were just a terrible child. 631 00:55:32,612 --> 00:55:36,361 They always say that the wonderful moments 632 00:55:36,362 --> 00:55:39,486 make up for the hard ones many times over. 633 00:55:39,487 --> 00:55:41,736 But I wouldn't be so sure. 634 00:55:41,737 --> 00:55:44,696 Go away! Go away! 635 00:55:45,697 --> 00:55:47,611 Saga, what's happening? 636 00:57:18,445 --> 00:57:19,780 Saga! 637 00:57:25,864 --> 00:57:27,280 Saga! 638 00:57:57,112 --> 00:57:58,696 Where have you been? 639 00:57:58,697 --> 00:58:01,363 Where have you been? 640 00:58:01,364 --> 00:58:03,653 Where's Kuura's clothes?! He'll freeze to death! 641 00:58:05,530 --> 00:58:06,987 Get inside. 642 00:58:14,989 --> 00:58:16,739 Looking for this? 643 00:58:20,820 --> 00:58:23,820 Just please tell me you have an explanation. 644 00:58:25,114 --> 00:58:27,738 - It won't drink milk. - Neither do I! 645 00:58:27,739 --> 00:58:30,989 W-What are you gonna do, start putting blood in my tea?! 646 00:58:33,447 --> 00:58:36,486 No. You are not giving another drop of blood to our son. 647 00:58:36,487 --> 00:58:37,861 It won't take anything else. 648 00:58:37,862 --> 00:58:40,154 - Saga, please. - Give it to me. 649 00:58:40,155 --> 00:58:41,861 - Let go! - Give it to me! 650 00:58:41,862 --> 00:58:43,236 Saga! 651 00:59:13,864 --> 00:59:16,569 I don't know who you are anymore. 652 00:59:16,570 --> 00:59:19,738 If I don't give it blood, it'll suck it out of me. 653 00:59:19,739 --> 00:59:21,738 It'll kill me. 654 00:59:21,739 --> 00:59:24,570 I don't know if I'm more afraid for you or for Kuura. 655 00:59:25,905 --> 00:59:27,905 So what do you want to do? 656 00:59:29,820 --> 00:59:32,446 Pick a day. 657 00:59:32,447 --> 00:59:34,986 Go into town. 658 00:59:34,987 --> 00:59:37,737 Go-- Go and see some friends. 659 00:59:39,155 --> 00:59:40,946 Get yourself better. 660 00:59:40,947 --> 00:59:42,987 While I take care of Kuura. 661 00:59:44,655 --> 00:59:46,530 I want you to see... 662 00:59:46,655 --> 00:59:50,362 you don't have to destroy yourself... or us. 663 00:59:52,862 --> 00:59:54,947 I want you to be happy again. 664 00:59:56,987 --> 00:59:59,487 For us to be happy together. 665 01:00:05,655 --> 01:00:07,111 Me too. 666 01:01:29,320 --> 01:01:30,530 How are you? 667 01:01:32,072 --> 01:01:33,447 How's work? 668 01:01:37,530 --> 01:01:38,905 I've missed you. 669 01:01:49,155 --> 01:01:51,530 Hey, there's the Mum! 670 01:01:52,697 --> 01:01:56,112 She's enjoyed the nesting life while we've slaved away! 671 01:01:59,697 --> 01:02:01,072 We want to see photos! 672 01:02:02,778 --> 01:02:05,655 I don't really have too many good ones. 673 01:02:07,112 --> 01:02:09,153 I so remember that, no time to snap away. 674 01:02:09,239 --> 01:02:11,614 All we have are some terrible blurry pics. 675 01:02:12,195 --> 01:02:15,070 - I'll take the vegetarian menu. - It's really, really good. 676 01:02:21,905 --> 01:02:23,819 So, how's work? 677 01:02:23,820 --> 01:02:25,238 No, no talk about work! 678 01:02:25,239 --> 01:02:27,238 Your life is much more important! 679 01:02:27,239 --> 01:02:30,738 Show us at least one pic, this is not an official event. 680 01:02:30,739 --> 01:02:33,529 I so remember that being the best time of my life. 681 01:02:33,530 --> 01:02:34,405 Yeah! 682 01:02:35,072 --> 01:02:37,905 We just talked about how nice you always were. 683 01:02:38,155 --> 01:02:41,196 - Thank you. - But then I suddenly realised. 684 01:02:41,197 --> 01:02:45,654 None of us really knows you, you know? 685 01:02:48,155 --> 01:02:49,737 Maybe it's the Boss Role. 686 01:02:55,030 --> 01:02:57,611 I've actually missed work a lot. 687 01:02:57,612 --> 01:03:01,113 Hey, been there. The sense of duty knocking. 688 01:03:01,114 --> 01:03:04,696 Your stand-in guy has actually been quite good. 689 01:03:43,947 --> 01:03:45,072 Are you allergic? 690 01:03:45,612 --> 01:03:48,486 - Did you have the shrimp? - No, the vegetarian menu. 691 01:03:48,487 --> 01:03:49,655 - Nuts? - I've got to go. 692 01:03:53,905 --> 01:03:54,861 Hey! 693 01:04:13,114 --> 01:04:16,363 Hey. 694 01:04:16,364 --> 01:04:20,530 Hey. Alright. Yeah. Okay. 695 01:04:42,405 --> 01:04:45,071 What happened? 696 01:04:45,072 --> 01:04:47,486 Are you okay? Talk to me. 697 01:06:03,278 --> 01:06:07,362 ...anyway, just trying to support Saga. 698 01:06:08,489 --> 01:06:10,739 She's still having a pretty rough time. 699 01:06:11,653 --> 01:06:15,320 What about you? Like, deep down. 700 01:06:17,530 --> 01:06:19,613 Was just... 701 01:06:19,614 --> 01:06:22,779 I was so looking forward to being a family. 702 01:06:22,780 --> 01:06:24,114 Ohh. 703 01:06:25,780 --> 01:06:27,529 Being a dad. 704 01:06:27,530 --> 01:06:29,320 You're doing great. 705 01:06:35,822 --> 01:06:37,987 I'm always away. 706 01:06:39,072 --> 01:06:42,111 I don't know what's going on here. 707 01:06:42,112 --> 01:06:44,947 I think Saga is just exhausted. 708 01:06:49,487 --> 01:06:51,737 I think it's something more than that. 709 01:06:56,030 --> 01:06:57,362 Nice. 710 01:06:58,530 --> 01:07:01,697 Juice for madam. 711 01:07:03,237 --> 01:07:04,654 Thanks... 712 01:07:10,570 --> 01:07:12,028 One... 713 01:07:12,528 --> 01:07:15,528 Anna, go and play with your cousin Kuura. 714 01:07:15,614 --> 01:07:16,780 No! 715 01:07:20,155 --> 01:07:21,488 It's not safe. 716 01:07:21,489 --> 01:07:23,280 Shut the fuck up! 717 01:07:25,945 --> 01:07:28,069 I'm gonna go and, uh... 718 01:07:28,070 --> 01:07:29,529 shovel some snow. 719 01:07:31,489 --> 01:07:32,779 Mother. 720 01:07:32,780 --> 01:07:33,862 It's all right. 721 01:07:37,362 --> 01:07:38,321 Hi. 722 01:07:45,072 --> 01:07:46,029 It's just awful, 723 01:07:46,030 --> 01:07:48,405 we still haven't got those boxes unpacked. 724 01:07:59,197 --> 01:08:04,822 I so hoped for a lovely and nice little girl like Anna. 725 01:08:08,239 --> 01:08:09,819 But instead-- 726 01:08:13,364 --> 01:08:14,989 I got that monster. 727 01:08:21,320 --> 01:08:24,361 Studies say that if you don't show empathy to your child 728 01:08:24,362 --> 01:08:26,904 during the first three years, he may never learn it. 729 01:08:28,362 --> 01:08:30,653 I've given that thing absolutely everything. 730 01:08:30,654 --> 01:08:31,570 Right. 731 01:08:32,197 --> 01:08:34,237 It just takes and takes and takes. 732 01:08:34,822 --> 01:08:37,072 Soon there'll be nothing left of me. 733 01:08:38,697 --> 01:08:40,778 But I can't be without it. 734 01:08:40,779 --> 01:08:42,822 And I don't see the sense in that. 735 01:08:44,487 --> 01:08:46,529 And where's the happiness? 736 01:08:47,404 --> 01:08:49,821 Things don't always go as planned. 737 01:08:49,822 --> 01:08:53,947 I just wanted our kids to have what we had. 738 01:08:54,862 --> 01:08:57,404 You're really living in a reality all your own. 739 01:08:58,072 --> 01:09:01,072 You think I really had fun playing with you as a child? 740 01:09:02,279 --> 01:09:03,612 Everything had to be 741 01:09:03,613 --> 01:09:06,778 on your terms, and no matter how shitty you acted 742 01:09:06,779 --> 01:09:09,111 you were the one who needed to be understood. 743 01:09:09,112 --> 01:09:10,320 And it's still the same. 744 01:09:11,404 --> 01:09:14,654 Mum called me to ask how you and Kuura are doing. 745 01:09:16,070 --> 01:09:17,779 But nothing about me or Anna. 746 01:09:20,487 --> 01:09:22,654 Because we must be doing really great. 747 01:09:23,737 --> 01:09:25,111 You're still making 748 01:09:25,112 --> 01:09:28,319 such a big deal of your problems and emotions 749 01:09:28,320 --> 01:09:30,861 that there's no room for the rest of us. 750 01:09:30,862 --> 01:09:33,612 Now you've moved on to smothering your own child! 751 01:09:34,987 --> 01:09:36,779 There's nothing wrong with Kuura! 752 01:09:37,822 --> 01:09:41,447 It's you who's making your family life unbearable! 753 01:09:42,822 --> 01:09:44,196 No one else! 754 01:09:49,822 --> 01:09:51,236 Anna! 755 01:09:51,237 --> 01:09:52,486 Hey! Hey! 756 01:09:53,779 --> 01:09:56,571 Darling, it's alright! Show me. 757 01:09:57,737 --> 01:09:59,028 Let me see! 758 01:09:59,029 --> 01:10:00,528 Saga, just leave it! 759 01:10:00,529 --> 01:10:02,528 It's alright, we'll take you to a hospital. 760 01:10:02,529 --> 01:10:03,737 Get together? 761 01:10:03,738 --> 01:10:05,197 You're the monster! 762 01:11:57,904 --> 01:11:59,903 Ahhh! 763 01:11:59,904 --> 01:12:01,822 Ah! 764 01:12:11,237 --> 01:12:13,111 Wow, wow, wow. 765 01:12:13,112 --> 01:12:15,569 Ha, ha. 766 01:12:15,570 --> 01:12:17,653 Ah! 767 01:12:24,112 --> 01:12:25,736 Wow, wow. 768 01:12:27,570 --> 01:12:30,237 Whee! 769 01:14:31,737 --> 01:14:34,653 That wasn't so bad, was it? 770 01:14:34,654 --> 01:14:37,736 Look at him, all dressed up. 771 01:14:37,737 --> 01:14:42,571 Now we can have a nice old proper family dinner. 772 01:14:42,572 --> 01:14:44,946 Let's get you in here. 773 01:14:44,947 --> 01:14:46,903 Let me just get your leg through there. 774 01:14:53,154 --> 01:14:55,447 Have you spoken to Taru yet? 775 01:14:56,904 --> 01:14:58,736 Anna's doing better. 776 01:14:58,737 --> 01:15:01,446 If you're interested, that is. 777 01:15:01,447 --> 01:15:04,197 But her finger is gonna remain a stump. 778 01:15:07,113 --> 01:15:09,654 What do you want from me? 779 01:15:13,445 --> 01:15:17,278 Kuura, let's teach you some table manners. 780 01:15:17,279 --> 01:15:19,361 Okay? 781 01:15:20,654 --> 01:15:23,528 Ah, Kuura. 782 01:15:23,529 --> 01:15:25,903 Say "please." 783 01:15:25,904 --> 01:15:28,236 Here comes the airplane. 784 01:15:33,654 --> 01:15:37,361 Starting from now... 785 01:15:37,362 --> 01:15:39,572 we're gonna raise this child right. 786 01:15:41,572 --> 01:15:44,236 So I'm setting some limits. 787 01:15:44,237 --> 01:15:48,028 Human limits. 788 01:15:48,029 --> 01:15:49,861 Right. 789 01:15:49,862 --> 01:15:52,071 Here comes the airplane. 790 01:16:01,572 --> 01:16:04,446 It's as much my fault as it is yours. 791 01:16:07,072 --> 01:16:09,069 Ohh. 792 01:16:17,862 --> 01:16:20,070 Okay. 793 01:16:21,654 --> 01:16:23,153 Okay. 794 01:16:23,154 --> 01:16:25,653 Here comes... 795 01:16:25,654 --> 01:16:27,737 the airplane. 796 01:16:29,070 --> 01:16:32,903 Wheeeeee. 797 01:16:36,697 --> 01:16:38,528 The metal hurts him! 798 01:16:38,529 --> 01:16:41,154 Oh, will you just give your fucking fantasies a rest?! 799 01:16:47,822 --> 01:16:50,361 Sorry, Kuura. 800 01:16:50,362 --> 01:16:53,446 Mommy and Daddy are just having a little argument. 801 01:16:53,447 --> 01:16:55,447 It's all gonna be fine. 802 01:16:57,362 --> 01:16:58,861 Here comes the airplane. 803 01:17:01,029 --> 01:17:03,403 This child... 804 01:17:03,404 --> 01:17:05,821 can't be raised. 805 01:17:05,822 --> 01:17:07,321 Don't say that. 806 01:17:07,322 --> 01:17:09,486 There's nothing you can do about it. 807 01:17:09,487 --> 01:17:11,569 You're wrong. I'll prove you wrong. 808 01:17:11,570 --> 01:17:12,903 Let it eat. 809 01:17:12,904 --> 01:17:14,069 "Him"! 810 01:17:14,070 --> 01:17:15,444 I'm not just gonna stand here 811 01:17:15,445 --> 01:17:16,819 and watch you turn him into a monster. 812 01:17:16,820 --> 01:17:20,861 Leave it alooooone! 813 01:17:33,197 --> 01:17:35,447 It's asleep. 814 01:17:43,572 --> 01:17:45,779 I should apologize. 815 01:17:47,404 --> 01:17:49,529 Okay. 816 01:17:52,947 --> 01:17:54,947 I guess... 817 01:17:57,279 --> 01:17:59,447 ...for many things. 818 01:18:01,112 --> 01:18:03,072 Thank you. 819 01:18:05,113 --> 01:18:06,696 For what? 820 01:18:06,697 --> 01:18:09,779 For showing me who you really are. 821 01:18:15,362 --> 01:18:18,237 It's just, it's been too hard. 822 01:18:20,237 --> 01:18:21,944 Whore is-- - You're right. 823 01:18:21,945 --> 01:18:24,028 But not Kuura. 824 01:18:24,029 --> 01:18:25,778 You. 825 01:18:25,779 --> 01:18:28,111 What? 826 01:18:28,112 --> 01:18:30,320 I always wanted a big family. 827 01:18:32,072 --> 01:18:34,278 And then we met. 828 01:18:34,279 --> 01:18:37,903 And I could see our entire future. 829 01:18:37,904 --> 01:18:39,403 Me too. 830 01:18:39,404 --> 01:18:41,529 But you killed it. 831 01:18:45,487 --> 01:18:50,278 And now it's like I can't feel anything anymore. 832 01:18:50,279 --> 01:18:55,196 It's like this impossibly heavy weight is pushing me down. 833 01:18:55,197 --> 01:18:58,611 Just because you feel bad for being away so much. 834 01:18:58,612 --> 01:19:01,112 You should never have been a mother. 835 01:19:03,238 --> 01:19:06,571 You hate our child. 836 01:19:06,572 --> 01:19:10,112 You've turned him completely dysfunctional. 837 01:19:12,487 --> 01:19:14,528 I don't think you know how to love. 838 01:19:14,529 --> 01:19:17,944 I don't think you can love anyone. 839 01:19:17,945 --> 01:19:20,569 I don't need to listen to this. 840 01:19:20,570 --> 01:19:22,569 You never listen to anyone. 841 01:19:22,570 --> 01:19:25,486 You're so utterly, blindingly selfish. 842 01:19:25,487 --> 01:19:26,861 Taru was right. 843 01:19:26,862 --> 01:19:29,028 You're the monster. 844 01:19:29,029 --> 01:19:31,653 And I'm taking Kuura away from you. 845 01:19:31,654 --> 01:19:33,403 What? 846 01:19:33,404 --> 01:19:35,571 He still has a chance to be a perfectly normal boy. 847 01:19:35,572 --> 01:19:37,153 He just needs professional help. 848 01:19:37,154 --> 01:19:38,946 So do you. 849 01:19:38,947 --> 01:19:41,486 You're not taking him. 850 01:19:41,487 --> 01:19:43,321 I'm saving our child. 851 01:19:43,322 --> 01:19:44,696 I've already spoken to my parents. 852 01:19:44,697 --> 01:19:46,446 It's done. 853 01:19:46,447 --> 01:19:48,653 - Let go. - And I'm gonna get full custody. 854 01:19:48,654 --> 01:19:50,153 Let go! 855 01:19:50,154 --> 01:19:52,028 You're hurting him! 856 01:19:52,029 --> 01:19:53,196 You're hurting him! 857 01:19:53,197 --> 01:19:54,946 You're hurting him!